I don’t write anymore because it was hurting more than helping. Tonight I had the urge but realize I have very little to say. Nothing really has changed. Life goes on and things stay the same. I feel ok today. Tomorrow who knows. It is what it is. I went to a play tonight and was bored. There was a time theatre was my life. It didn’t work for me tonight. The message didn’t get me on the emotional level I had hoped it would. It was about the prison system, mental health, social services. I wonder if the years I’ve been working in social services have made me a little numb to things. I wonder if finally accepting my own mental health issues have made me not as surprised or affected by those of others. Or if for me…a playwrights portrayal can’t show the reality….
it was nice to get out and do some thing different though. I think may have preferred going to a pub and watching UFC…..I never would have thought I would ever say I’d prefer watching dudes beat the crap out of each other to a night of theatre…..